1. I really do love mornings at Ortigas Park. The quiet and serenity there MAY be enough to get me up early in the morning.

2. Communion is really a sweet way to celebrate Valentine's Day. "May we never forget the cost of Your love..."

3. Mall of Asia -- too many people!! Really, with all the malls here... Don't know that I'll ever have the need to go there again. At least not on the weekend.

4. Movies are really extra enjoyable when viewed from a lazboy. :)

5. Trusting my parents (my loved ones) to God I think will be a continual trust and faith exercise for me. It's hard to be so far away... Mommy had to make a trip to the ER because of high blood pressure and high fever. She's home and better. Pray for them both please. They are leaving to come here on Friday. Pray for clean bill of health and a safe, enjoyable trip and stay.

6. Finding TRUE rest-- physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually ... Not always easy to do. But so very worth it. Must remember to do it more often.

A little late, but...
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!


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A Year Later...

2/13/2010 08:37:00 PM | 0 comments »

What I dreamed of then...
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And, how God has provided...
















I was just thinking back to "this time last year" and looking at one of my photo albums on Flickr. The photo on top was taken 2/13/09 ... and the bottom was taken today.

2/13/09...
I had been in the Philippines for just about two weeks. I was getting acquainted with my colleagues. I was looking ANXIOUSLY for a place to live. And, I was getting ready to head out on my first trip in the Area.

A lot was happening. Everything seemed to be going incredibly fast... and incredibly slow all at the same time. Things at work were moving at warp speed. It felt like that to me anyway. But, moving sooo slowly was my search for a home. I wanted so badly to find "my place" and to start settling in and make Manila home. It felt like things couldn't move any slower in that area.

I can't even remember how many units I saw. Pretty much every building in walking distance to the office -- I visited. This unit was one of the units that I thought -- ah... now this is something I'd like. Unfortunately, it was way over budget. Eventually... I found the unit that today I call home.

2/13/10...
Spent the day resting and relaxing after a busy week. I've been preparing for some upcoming trips over the next couple of months. I'll be busy over the next few weeks visiting with my parents during their stay here in Manila. YAY!!!!

I've been thinking this past week about the HOPE that God has been giving me lately.

I've been here a year. I can't honestly say that I've not had my doubts about being here over the last 365+ days. I've had many days of doubt. Especially after my trip in December, returning was incredibly hard.

But each time I have feelings of doubt, God continues to remind me of what's TRUE.
And, what's TRUE is this...

  • He has called me to this place and to this work.
  • He has blessed me to be a blessing.
  • He has NOT called me to a life of ease and comfort where everything is sunshine and roses.
  • He has called me to a life of knowing Him, trusting Him, believing Him, loving Him ... and obedience to Him.
  • He DOES promise that He is with me and that He is my HOPE, PEACE, JOY and EVERYTHING.
  • With faithfulness, obedience and trust is great reward and joy.
And, looking back over this past year I see that God has provided over and over again in His own sometimes surprising, sometimes unexpected, sometimes confusing, ... but always GOOD, FAITHFUL and GRACIOUS ways.

I look around my home and think... wow! God provided me with a great place to live.
I think about nights that I've shared with friends here and think, wow... God has provided some really great people who bless me in my life. Here, and around the world.
I look out my window out over Ortigas Center and think -- this is a great area to be in!
I think about places I've gone and work I've done in this year and I think -- yes! There is great reward! I've learned much. I've been challenged through much. I've been enriched through so many.

So... a year later.
Continuing to trust ... with each step.

Trying again...

2/12/2010 10:15:00 PM | 0 comments »

Yes, I'm trying to learn Tagalog... AGAIN.
Last year I had started to take lessons, but those were quickly interrupted because of travels.
I tried to learn through watching Tagalog TV shows and movies.
I tried to learn just through being around friends.

And, while I do think I'm understanding more -- and faster, I'm not talking in Tagalog hardly AT ALL.

So, I decided that this year I would make SERIOUS attempts at learning the language.
I asked one of my friends in the office if she'd be willing to help me. So now, two nights a week we are getting together for my lessons.

It's been fun. And at least I'm entertaining her! Hahah!

My homework was to write 10 sentences practicing the things we reviewed together. I was to write the 10 sentences and then write them over again using another sentence construction.

The first sentence I wrote was...
"They are riding the elephant." --- "Sila ay sumakay sa elepante."

So, the second construction would have read:
"Sumakay sila sa elepante."

But, instead I wrote -- "Ang elepante sumakay sila" ... The elephant is riding them.

HAHAHAHA! At least I knew that it was wrong when I wrote it!!!
I think I will be giving my teacher plenty of laughs along the way.
Hehehehe!!!

I think my biggest barrier in learning Tagalog is my pride. It's hard to think about sounding foolish. It's hard to be willing to make such big, embarrassing mistakes. It's hard to think about how long and hard it takes me to learn this kind of stuff and how easily it comes to others. I'm learning more than just language in taking these lessons... hopefully so anyway.